The start of online relations
As I was learning Hypnosis, I stumbled upon a website called Hypnotizeme.com, I believe. It was on a web service called snappville.com. It was a fun online community that helped me learned what I now know today. I was able to talk with many people, subjects and hypnotists alike, about trance. How trance felt, what subjects saw, and about techniques hypnotists used. It was a very fun time for me and hypnosis. There was a main chat there that was somewhat inviting that I went to every now and again, but the biggest draw in to me about this site was how the chat system worked. It was like an instant messenger, even with a new window opening up. Every time you sent a message, there would be a tone that sounded as well. To some it was annoying but for me it helped set a pace when typing. I really enjoyed it and personally thought the tone helped with trance, but others from the site didn’t.
When I was first talking with people, learning and having fun, I never thought you could induce trance with text. I had many people talking with me about it. It become random thoughts through the day. Curious about if it could work, how it would work. The thoughts were perplexing and wrapped around my brain for a month or two. When I was thinking about how to drop someone with text, I thought that, as long as I typed what I was going to say as if I was there in person with them, then I believed that I could drop someone into a good trance. I am always afraid of failure. Even though my first trance was a fail, I like to know everything I can and do what I am trying to do on the first try. I still was afraid of talking and meeting people and I usually never tried to be the one who initiated talks. I am a passive hypnotist. I will do what the sub wants to. I am getting better now at it, but still sometimes don't go for the “would you like to be hypnotized?” line.
What made hypnosis really hard for me to talk about was the erotic part of it. I myself had a very hard time talking about sex at that age because of how taboo and very rarely talked about it was around where I lived. The internet, I guess, made people very aware of what sex was all about, although I never delved into it further besides the erotic hypnosis I wanted to learn about. This made it extremely hard for me to bring up the concept of wanting to give a girl an orgasm. I thought if I could not please a girl in the normal way, then I could at least make her feel really good with hypnosis.
So one day I was talking with a girl. She lived in germany and did programming and we talked a bit about video games. My confidence was all over the place between wanting to try hypnosis and not. My mind was racing back and forth. Should I do it? Will she like it? What if it doesn’t work? So many thoughts racing and then my mind cleared. I told her I am going to try something and she agreed to it. Not only did I do my first text hypnosis with her, but it was the first time I made another girl orgasm with hypnosis. My mind was racing again. Did it work? Did she like it? Was this real? My mind was in a fuzzy haze and I had to tell someone. My brother shrugged off the information but I felt a little better. I told him I would never have told him about this stuff but I needed a release or my mind would explode.
It was one of the things in life I will never forget. I hope she is doing well and that she is still doing safe hypnosis. It is what sparked many erotic hypnosis trances. Not very good ones, but still very erotic trances. At least in my book.
Until next time!
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